So.
I can graduate in December with a Bachelors in Liberal Arts or whatever they call it.
Focus: History. Minor: Sociology.

Or. I can spend almost two more semesters [21 creds] and add another major, which is new: Urban and Regional Studies. It has to do with city planning and it's really what I'm interested in. I already have 12 credits in this field [Need 15 for a minor... with a class from each track and I have 2 tracks covered].

I would need to take the prereq [3 cred] (it wouldn't be until winter because the major is that new), 12 credits of random classes that interest me anyway, the senior level class [3 cred], and some form of community research for another 3credits. This can be an internship or an independent study or some other form of service that is approved.

Maybe my Ottawa internship would fill in for 3 more. I worked in politics and paid a lot of attention to the city itself. I loved it there. The city, that is. It's beautiful. I plan to go back over the summer.

And really... I already have Cognates. Srsly.

21 credits for a second major isn't bad. And I am well aware that a History major is worth a cardboard box if it has nothing to follow it. The way this degree is designed, it's really useful.

When I first thought about this, I thought the major was 15 credits (Yeah yeah, I know, I know...) and I didn't know I had any of the classes already under my belt and I wanted to do it. It's only 6 more credits than I thought and it's still the same amount of time. And the variety of classes that I need, well, there should always be options open. [SOC, ECON, AAAS, CRJ, POL, AMST, ... hey I have another class that I took! WGST, AH, COML, ENGL, GEOG, HIST]

So... I have 15 credits already into it and would only need 18.

I can take things on Architecture and Cartography and Environmentalism and Economics and Geography and Politics and Public Policy and Social Group and I mean... this is all stuff I like.

Or... I can graduate and get it over with and still not know what to do. Go back for teaching or fiddle with grad school ideas. Probably get another service job and never leave.

What do you think? Another two semesters?
Graduate with two majors in 5.5 years?
It's at least more useful than History, neh?

Blech. I am so useless.

I sit alone and watch the clock,
Trying to collect my thoughts,
All I think about is you.
And so I cry myself to sleep,
And hope the devil I don't meet.
In the dreams that I live through.

Believe in me, I know you've waited for so long,
Believe in me, sometimes the weak become the strong,
Believe in me, this life's not always what it seems,
Believe in me, 'cause I was made for chasing dreams.

All the smiles you've had to fake,
And all the shit you've had to take.
Just to lead us here again.

I never have the things to say,
To make it all just go away,
To make it all just disappear.

Believe in me, I know you've waited for so long,
Believe in me, sometimes the weak become the strong,
Believe in me, this life's not always what it seems,
Believe in me, 'cause i was made for chasing dreams.

It's my life,
It's my choice,
Hear my words,
Hear my voice,
And just believe.

I sit alone and watch the clock,
Trying to collect my thoughts,
And all i think about is you.

If you believe in me, life's not always what it seems
Believe in me, 'cause i was made for chasing dreams.

Believe in me, I know you've waited for so long,
Believe in me, sometimes the weak become the strong,
Believe in me, this life's not always what it seems,
Believe in me, 'cause i was made for chasing dreams.



Sorry... I liked it on the way home yesterday. ... now that I listen to it at home it sounds kinda cheesy. I hate when that happens.

Yeah, so not all of these points are very weighted or interesting, but I'm in a sharing mood:

[10 things to know about McCain]

For all the coverage this week of Senator John McCain's background, there are some important things you won't learn about him from the TV networks. His carefully crafted positive image relies on people not knowing this stuff—and you might be surprised by some of it.

Please check out the list below, and then forward it to your friends, family, and coworkers. We can't rely on the media to tell folks about the real John McCain—but if we all pass this along, we can reach as many people as CNN Headline News does on a good night.
http://pol.moveon.org/mccain10/

10 things you should know about John McCain (but probably don't):

1. John McCain voted against establishing a national holiday in honor of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Now he says his position has "evolved," yet he's continued to oppose key civil rights laws.1

2. According to Bloomberg News, McCain is more hawkish than Bush on Iraq, Russia and China. Conservative columnist Pat Buchanan says McCain "will make Cheney look like Gandhi."2

3. His reputation is built on his opposition to torture, but McCain voted against a bill to ban waterboarding, and then applauded President Bush for vetoing that ban.3

4. McCain opposes a woman's right to choose. He said, "I do not support Roe versus Wade. It should be overturned."4

5. The Children's Defense Fund rated McCain as the worst senator in Congress for children. He voted against the children's health care bill last year, then defended Bush's veto of the bill.5

6. He's one of the richest people in a Senate filled with millionaires. The Associated Press reports he and his wife own at least eight homes! Yet McCain says the solution to the housing crisis is for people facing foreclosure to get a "second job" and skip their vacations.6

7. Many of McCain's fellow Republican senators say he's too reckless to be commander-in-chief. One Republican senator said: "The thought of his being president sends a cold chill down my spine. He's erratic. He's hotheaded. He loses his temper and he worries me."7

8. McCain talks a lot about taking on special interests, but his campaign manager and top advisers are actually lobbyists. The government watchdog group Public Citizen says McCain has 59 lobbyists raising money for his campaign, more than any of the other presidential candidates.8

9. McCain has sought closer ties to the extreme religious right in recent years. The pastor McCain calls his "spiritual guide," Rod Parsley, believes America's founding mission is to destroy Islam, which he calls a "false religion." McCain sought the political support of right-wing preacher John Hagee, who believes Hurricane Katrina was God's punishment for gay rights and called the Catholic Church "the Antichrist" and a "false cult."9

10. He positions himself as pro-environment, but he scored a 0—yes, zero—from the League of Conservation Voters last year.10

John McCain is not who the Washington press corps make him out to be. Please help get the word out—forward this email to your personal network. And if you want us to keep you posted on MoveOn's work to get the truth out about John McCain, sign up here: http://pol.moveon.org/mccaintruth/





Just remember his song... "Bomb bomb bomb, bomb bomb Iran."
MMmmmmm... foreshadowing.

I forgot I have two papers due on Thursday.
I am not in the mood for doing anything today.
=/

... And really... I just don't see the point in analyzing Freud.
srsly.

What I reeeeally want to do right now is to go sit outside with Matt. Not be cooped up not-outside with Matt at school/work/school.
But, I guess I'll make an attempt to further chances of seeing him tomorrow.

Psh.
Responsibilities.

I'll be lazy and live in a box, thanks.

Eh.
If I didn't read Sarah's The Sims updates I would delete this journal.
It's pretty pointless thing.

::shrugs::
Ah well.

It's funny how much I liked livejournal forever ago. I don't even really know why. I check the friends page out of habit. I have a mild curiosity about most people, but it's not like anyone really uses this to converse anymore. It's not even for keeping in touch. We've lost it. And aside from a few people... I'm not sad about it. I adored many people back then and would have done anything for them. We've just grown a part. It happens. It's life. Growing up is full of growings apart. It's a little that the only time anyone seems to care what's happened to an old friend is when it's something extreme because it makes for good gossip. It's human nature, I suppose. I don't know.

I'm tired.

Anyway. I don't really know what this post was meant to be about. I'm not sad or in a rough spot or anything like that.

Just realizing how meaningless livejournal has become. I don't write in it. I just read from it. But if I don't keep in contact, but I keep reading, does that make me a silent stalker? It feels too weird.

I don't know.

Just so people know... because you've tried to get a hold of me... I am crazy busy and I'm sorry and I will call back as soon as I can.

Also - I will pretty much be working 8:30am - 5:00pm Mon-Fri...

- - -

Baby, seasons change but people don't.
And I'll always be waiting in the back room.
I'm boring but overcompensate with
Headlines and flash, flash, flash photography.

But don't pretend you ever forgot about me.
Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.

Wouldn't you rather be a widow than a divorcee?
Style your wake for fashion magazines.
Widow or a divorcee?
Don't pretend, d-d-d-don't pretend.

We don't fight fair.
We don't fight fair.

They say your head can be a prison.
Then these are just conjugal visits.
People will dissect us till
This doesn't mean a thing anymore.

Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.
Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.

Wouldn't you rather be a widow than a divorcee?
Style your wake for fashion magazines, ohhh.
Widow or a divorcee?
Don't pretend, d-d-d-don't pretend.

We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces.
We're dropped and well concealed in secret places, woah.
We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces.
We're dropped and well concealed in secret places
We don't fight fair.
We don't fight fair.
We don't fight fair.
We don't fight fair.
We don't fight fair.

We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces.
We're dropped and well concealed in secret places, woah.
We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces.
We're dropped and well concealed in secret places.
We don't fight fair.
With smiles on our faces.
We're dropped and well concealed in secret places.
We don't fight fair.

Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.
We don't fight fair.
Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.
We don't fight fair.

I pretty much have the best man ever for my boyfriend.

You can commence jealousy in 3...2...1.
GO.


=P

“There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread, but there are many more dying for a little love.” - Mother Teresa



Remember to be good to each other.
You never know who you're helping today.

Watch your mouth
Oh, oh, oh
Because your speech is slurred enough
That you just might swallow your tongue
I'm sure you'd want, want to give up the ghost
With just a little more poise than that

Or was it God who chokes
In these situations, running late?
No, no, he called in
Or was it God who chokes
In these situations, running late?
No, no, he called in

The hospice is
A relaxing weekend getaway
Where you're a cut above all the rest
Sick and sad patients
On first name basis with all the top physicians

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

That's when you stu-stu-stutter something profound
To the support on the line
And with the way you've been talking
Every word gets you a step closer to hell

That's when you stu-stu-stutter something profound
To the support on the line
And with the way you've been talking
Every word gets you a step closer to hell

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

I am
Alone in this bed, house, and head
And she never fixes this
But at least she...

I am
Alone, in this bedroom
She never fixes this
But at least she...

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

The hospice is
A relaxing weekend getaway
Where you're a cut above all the rest
Sick and sad patients
On first name basis with all the top physicians

I don't just love you for Batman.
It's just an added bonus. ^_^


Tomorrow is a bit of shopping and a bit of packing.
And back to the regularly scheduled nightly television and snuggles.

If you want a mail of some sort while I am in Ottawa, leave me your mailing address in a comment. comments are screened and private for your protection!

If I get a chance... you shall receive post! ^_^
Because everyone loves getting mail.

Days like today make me feel so incredibly loved and happy and safe.
I hope I do the same to you.
^_^


... I leave on Saturday.
I'm nervous. =/
... I uh...
I hope I know what I'm doing.

I don't know where I will be living in 2009, but I know I will be happy.
I'm already happy, but there'll be more of it.
Will be done with this stretch of school.
Might not be around to get more schoolings at UM-D. Which is perfectly fine with me. Gotta get away from here some time. Dun wanna be a "lifer."

Ottawa's less than a week away.
I'm that lovely mixture of nerves and excitement.
I hope I remember to pack everything O.o

Okay... exhausted.
Bedtime.
... then waking up to Mongo-left-overs...
And... more of this... working-out business.
And packing.
And shopping for packing.
::rubs her eyes and head::
'Night.

I got all my hairs cut off, yesterday.
It had been past my shoulders because I let it grow all pretty-like for the wedding.
And now it is Shoooort. But, longish in the front. Because I've been dying to cut it that way.

And now I shall cease to look 12 and look a bit more like my age group.
I hope.

Yay for using less shampoo and not taking forever to dry!

I want to be in your arms every night just as I was only hours ago.
Some day, eh?
Some day.

MUAHAHAHA!!
Take that SQUARE states!

May-June is going to be crazy busy.
I've been very excited.
But, now I am starting to get those fears of failure.

Whee!
hehe.

Oh well.

I think I have finally become calm with my life despite its constant state of hecticness.

It's... rather weird.
I am not used to it, but am content.

And now... to finish a paper.
... but I'm not stressing.
w.
t.
f?

Student Information effective from Fall 2005 to The End Of Time Registered for Term: No
First Term Attended: Fall 2004
Last Term Attended: Fall 2007
Status: Active
Site: Dearborn Campus
Residence: In-State Residence
Citizenship: Citizen
Student Type: Continuing Student (...ouch...)
Class: Senior
Expected Graduation Date: 02-MAY-2009


Translation:
This is the computer suspecting that I won't take summer classes. HAHAHA [I wish I didn't have to]
Internship = 3 credits
Class with Sid = 3 credits

Final Conclusion?
I graduate in December '08.
That's not bad. 4.5 years in total.

And then I get to go back for more school because a B.S. in History means I can live in a box if I want to!! hehehe
I'm kind of hoping that the Canadian Parliament internship will give me some ideas.
The plan is to go back to UM-D to get a Masters in teaching... because I can do that. I figure, if nothing else, it's something that doesn't take long to obtain and I've wanted to teach in the past. I don't know if I'm really going to do this for sure, but it's a pretty fast program. Maybe we'll get some Democrats in office and the government will actually want teachers again. O.o haha.

Okay... 2 more pages left on this paper. ::runs away to finish it.

Took this from mah friend Sarah.




1. My username is ______ because ______.

nekobob
Way back in middle school I wrote a story about the last bob from the planet bob. It was actually pretty clever for a crazy 6th grader. aaaanywho... for the longest time my screen names and such revolved around "last_bob." In Sophomore year of high school the boyfriend of the time was a Japanese/Anime nut (still is) and I learned that neko meant cat. For some reason I snagged it because I thought it was cool. And... I've been too lazy to care enough to change it.



2. My name is _____ because ______.

Sarah
My mom wanted to name me Mary after my grandmother. Mary was also the name of my other grandma's dog. So, dad said no and wanted to name me Sarah cause he really liked it. My mom didn't like it because it was too common, but she said "fine."



3. My journal is titled ____ because ____.

"Forget what we're told."
Song lyrics from Matt and my song. We don't listen to it because we don't want to not like it anymore. But... I like that line. It kind of fits why I do what I do.



4. My journal subtitle is ____ because ____.

"Before we get too old."
Continuation of the last question. It's the next line in the verse.



5. My friends page is called ____ because ____.

"Show me your garden."
Again, it is the next line in the verse, but it also fits well for reading the friends page.



6. My default userpic is ____ because ____.

Chii from Chobits
I tagged it "Please Chii" because it looks like she's kind of ... begging or pleading. I think she's adorable and want to hugglesquish her. Her pose is just... how I feel a lot of the time. Once upon a time, it was the default because it matched my color scheme a lot more than it does, now. I no longer have a paid account, so it isn't quite the same.

http://hivltg.co.uk/?p=46 [source]
I recommend both versions.
Little tweaks in the newer one.
Both are pretty.

And creepy.



--------
Portal spoilers via awesome song beyond the cut.
( Read more... )

I told you I was obsessed.
... It's a good thing.

... Go play it.
You will see.

I have a confession.
It is no secret.

I.
Am addicted to Portal.

Yes,
I love the

[Weighted Companion Cube]

And the

[is a lie]


...I am not ashamed to say my laptop is themed.


I might be late on this one... but I have the excuse of a broken laptop. ::coughs::

...
<3


Mmmmm... Quality over Quantity...

We were watching videos of laughing babies in the lounge today.
It kind of made me want one.

And then I thought of poopy diapers.

I'm still glad I'm not a mommy.
>.>

Some day I am sure I will be pleased to be able to embarrass an offspring with my weirdness.


As for now... I'm still trying to handle school and wishing I had time for an actual job O.O

My neck muscles are currently rocks.
I don't know what strange phenomenon caused them to go so stiff overnight (other than the weather), but movement is definately being limited.
Ow. Ow. Ow.

The end. Back to work, Enid!

I hate computers.

I'm going to go all anti-technology, buy a horse and a butter churn, and go be Amish.

GRAR.
:(

I am sooooo ready to be over being sick. -_-
This is lasting far too long.

Still going to Ottawa.
Still waiting on my computer.
Woo.

This week (Spring Break, what?) will be spent writing two papers.
Not too cool.

And the show Dexter... I am in love with.
Srsly.


And it's really hard to go to bed after you've already been sleeping at your love's side. Feels so empty and cold over here. ::le sigh::

I have decided that I'm not going to waste my money paying for the internship in Ottawa. I'm going to look for one closer to home.

Money sucks.
I hate stressing over it.
The end.


Bronchitis and ear infections suck.

I just *had* to say my computer was fixed. I just *had* to express my excitement for getting it back...

The f;cker has the same damned problem as before I shipped it off to computer hospital land. I am *so* annoyed and angry. I already spent $269 on it... I know it's the graphics card and that's on the motherboard... I do not want to pay for that, too. ::Frustruation:: I'm supposed to be saving for Ottawa, now. Not wasting money on something I've already purchased and paid to have fixed. This sucks. SO much. I have a midterm to work on and I'm seriously too angry to properly focus. So... quick Sim City... then to work. When I said "next week will be worse" ... I was being pessimistic... I didn't mean to make a prediction. XD

Oh well.
Someday I'll have money in my bank account again.
=/
Hope I can afford that internship. I refuse to suck that much money from my parents to go. Even if it will look fabulous on a resume. If I can't fork it over, I'm not going. Maybe it's just a sign.

For the time being, I have gotten over that annoying bit of winter depression I always tend to get and have a hard time shaking.

I feel myself again and am glad for it. Yay~

I got the Ottawa internship. May 11th- June 13th. I am SO excited. ^___^ I get to work in Parliament~

My laptop is fixed. That is also a greatness. I missed mah behbeh.

And now... TO BED. So I can write midterm in morning.

I have not been enjoying these random bouts of insomnia that leave me drained during the day, but not tired enough to sleep until the wee hours of the morning. oh, no no no. I blame winter. It is evil, it is.

Other than that, I have been fairing well. Lots of homework. Ridiculous amounts. But, the lack of an ability to sleep properly has at least given me more time to work on it. Not that I *want* to. I go to school less often, work less often, but there is so much more work... I'm glad I left Starbucks. I wouldn't have been able to survive otherwise. Seriously.

I only get to see Matt on the weekends and weekends are homework days, so the time is severely limited. Oh, how I look forward to those few hours... Even when it is being homework buddies. I miss him lots. And lots and lots.

I've been writing a lot lately, actually. It's a bit of an online group project, but it's been really interesting. For quite a few years I have had a severe lack of a creative outlet. All of this essay writing and depressing history reading has finally built up into a need to explode things out in words. It really wouldn't be very interesting for anyone else to read. But, it's pleasing for me and that's what matters. Also, it is fun to listen to the mp3 player and have songs have new meaning due to storylines. It's been a long time since that's happened, too. Not that I ever claim to have been a very creative writer. My vocabulary is often rather drab. But! This time around has been a lot more in depth and thoughtful. I believe my school work has contributed to this self-evaluation ability to properly empathize with and understand the thought process of a character. If I did not write for myself, I would share for giggles and grins. But, oh well. I'm proud of my character development. ::pats herself on the head:: It's fun. And sharing the story creation with a few other people is pretty fun because there's a constant "what's gunna happen next?" aspect and "how will I adapt to it?" portion that isn't present in books you read. Fun fun fun.

Hmmm. Nothing much else is up. I lead a rather boring existence during the week. Passing time until I get home. Passing time until it's the weekend. Doing what I must to keep from going crazy. XD

Hope all are well. Drive safely on the roads. Michigan winter is nasty this time around.

I hate my History of Technology class.
...
That's all I want to say.

I feel pissy today.
Cool.

Am sick.
Can't sleep.
Am exhausted.


I wish you all a happy new year.
I am glad to see 2007 go, if only to hope that 2008 brings better tidings for those near me. For me, 2008 brings the chance of Ottawa and a completion of a degree. It brings closer the chance of moving out and obtaining a new job. It's bringing the marriage of two people I care about and bringing a lovely vacation to me and the one I love. It will be a third year of enjoying every blissful moment... even when the world around us sucks horridly.

Here's to 2008... another step...
I'm sure I'll be more excited for 2009.

...
I just need to move out and get married already.
=P

Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 10-15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

Band Name: Empire Sandy
Album: Infratil

1. William Livingston
2. Jan Tarło
3. Doug's Career Anxiety (This was combined with a / so I have two songs combined)
4. Doug's Big Brawl
5. WEFT
6. Istana Negara
7. Black swallower
8. The Charm Bracelet
9. October 19
10. Heinrich Seidel
11. Line M1 - Milan Subway
12. Natural Ingredients
13. SOS1 (Son of sevenless homolog 1)
14. Mirik
15. Colitis

Interesting. Not as much of a theme Amy's... but... I like it.

Now back to work.

Well, life has been interesting. And yes, I do have work I need to be doing, but all my writing on Egypt's policies since the 1970s has lead to a need for a bit of self-reflection and self-expression.

I quit Starbucks. I've hated the company for quite a while, now. There is too much drama and I'm not going to get into it. Though I had a few workmates that I will miss, I feel so much better having gotten out of there. My time no longer belongs to them... they cannot call me on my time asking me to come to work. No more stress about when school work will be completed because I have to spend more time than I can afford to at the god forsaken place...

I still have my job in the Honors Office at school. They have no plans of getting rid of me until I graduate. And I have no plans on leaving them. It's a great job, even if it is only a couple hours a week during the fall semester. Winter will bring a greater need for me as we will have honors applications to cypher through.

School is hectic. I have so many projects I fear my brains will be mush come the 15th. But, half of it is important work that will actually be used for something other than receiving a grade. I really need to get my information together for my internship applications... as soon as this 10-pager is done. I'm really hoping to get to go to the Canadian Parliament for a month, but I would gladly accept anything that would accept me. Though, Matt is pushing me to go for the former direction. Though I have good references to get me there, I'm not sure that the papers I will turn in with my application reflect what I'm capable of. I don't really feel I could live up to the expectations. In terms of school... I don't think I'm that special.

Speaking of Matt... I am still very much in love with him. I have had no doubts that we would last so long and get along so well. It has been difficult for us to find time to be together, but it is quite refreshing once we are together. Text messages and phone calls ... Don't know how I'd manage without them! I have to get more work done on this paper so that I can see him tonight, actually, so I will be ending this shortly. A few months back we'd been looking at house and apartment prices to see if we could take advantage of the lower costs... yeah... I know it's rough to start out, but it's not going to be happening, yet. To me, the idea of our own place means that we would get to see each other more. Yes, the thought of *our own place* has a nice ring for all of the possibilities owning your living space would have for anyone else... Particularly having more than a bedroom to hold all of your things... but, home life isn't bad. My family doesn't hold me to any sort of rules, they know I'm responsible and take care of what I need to. It's also been nice because I won't have to worry about finding a new job right away. Waiting til the semester is over will really help with school. And I am so very grateful that Matt has supported the quitting of my second job. It's nice to feel I'm still worth something, heh. Anyway, this paragraph was supposed to be about Matt... I love him. I feel loved back. It just fits. There's nothing better... I've found it.


And now... to blast this paper for which I have no love.
US in the Middle East class.... I hate you.



Edit:
Blargh. I was hoping for a hug today. I'll have to work very hard so I can get one tomorrow. =/
I need to go pick up more of the vitamins I ran out of. I'm in a mood.

I dyed my hair and it is dark dark dark and a tad bit of the red.
It is also really soft and getting rather long (yey). Hitting the shoulders. I want it as long as possible in April for the wedding. Figure I can do whatever with it, then. Can always cut it in April if that looks better. :nods:

Finally being able to eat again. I had the mother of all stomach flus on Sunday. I haven't really been able to eat since. But I ate a grilled cheese yesterday. Today shall be chicken soup in one of those heat-up cans because I have class... and school. Yeah... don't get violently sick. It sucks.

I have all of Thanksgiving week off of school. That means I have to work on my 10page research assignment, study for a Psych test (so i don't suck at life), get more research for my Foster project paper... and have that done that week. Woo.

Alright. I'm hungry. There's my update on my life.
Also - I'll be leaving the Starbucks in the beginning of December. All local Starbucks are hiring if someone needs a job. I'll also be starting PartyLite in December because I want candles. XD

Can't sleep.

Oy.

I read old cards. ^_^ I have lots of love.

A mild depression that seems to set in about this time every year
(It's not a big deal, I'm used to handling it)
+
PMS
+
Lots of work
+
Lots of homework
- Getting to see Matt
=
SARAH IS CRAZY~!~~~!!!!

o.0 *twitch*

I have a lot of papers to write... they're going slowly...
I think I sucked that psych test...
I just want to sleep.
>.<

... and watch my tv shows... I've missed so much.
...Is it the end of the year, yet?

Oh... and in local news... We gots a new Mayor - yey!
40% voter turn out or so?
around 60% voted in Burtka.
Watched the recent city council meeting on tv this morning. I'm glad we've got a new council. Can't wait for the whole country to get new leaders. Everywhere needs a big change, I think.

Fellow musicians...
do you agree?
do you enjoy this as much as I do?

http://www.benhammersley.com/weblog/2007/11/03/ladididaaididididaaaadididaaaa.html

please watch. it's funny :)

My day and evening was nice.
But my night was sucktastic.

::sighs::

BEST idea EVER:



Anyone wanna be my Tetris buddy? XD

I need to get to sleep.
I am wide awake.

:(

And I bet it will rain tomorrow so that we won't be able to go wherever the surprise is.
Because that is my luck this week.
And you know what? The end of last week, too.

::sighs::
I should be in a good mood.
But I'm cranky because I need to get to sleep.
But I am wide awake.

http://www.snotr.com/video/386

Will Chuck Norris blend?

God, I love this XD

Going through the "might be getting a house" thing.

Probably won't be going to Ottawa if the house thing happens.

We shall see.

Attended a wedding with Matt's family.
Had a nice time :) Didn't know anyone, but it was friendly.
And I got to talk to Mike alone, which was nice. Little bit of bonding with someone who is likely to be an uncle to my future children. Basically, we made fun of wedding songs and how they have not changed in the last 10 or so years.

And now...I sleep.
(But I miss Matt's head on my shoulder ...dawhhhh.)

Iiiii'm working on getting an internship in Ottawa.

The more I read about it... the more I want to go.
May 11 - June 13.
Working in Parliament.
Staying in a dorm at the University of Ottawa. In the summer. When only people who like school go. ^_^

... We'd be going to museums all the time...
I'd get to see These Guys: (stolen from Amy)


... aaand the lady I emailed is all excited to meet with me (I name dropped Sid and MaryKay). Uhmmm... yeah! So, I filled out an application. I have to find 3-5 papers I like... and email those... aaaand... I might be going >.>

Here's hoping I don't chicken out XD

and now... to write about Germany cerca Weimar Republic.

161326 unique people have taken this test.

Based on these unique user's answers...

44.8% of test takers are gals,
53.1% are guys,
...the rest (2.1%) are confused.
[I'm a girl, yo]

17.1% of test takers get aroused by "iPhone," while
40.6% get utterly ill.
[I get sick]

34.6% of all test takers would choose the Internet over sex, and
28.3% of married test takers prefer the Internet over sex.
[I picked sex]

Only 3.6% of test takers own a Jar Jar Binks t-shirt, though
56.0% of them don't own a lightsaber (priorities == messed up).
[No, Jar-Jar. Yes, lightsaber.]

*****

I was in a bad/mildly depressed mood

This made me feel better.
:)